Mon
Jul
4
I went to a unitarian church yesterday and it sermon was about Independence. It didn’t just talk about the independence of America from the British. It talked of all those who have fought freedom from oppressive being. Women’s rights, Civil rights, and more. IT really makes you think, when you say “independence”, it’s not something you are just given. It is something that you must fight for, or you shall never receive it. Embrace the freedom that you were given and make something of yourself. With that said, Happy fourth of July everyone! *thumbs up*

Thu
May
7
Today was a good day. Got to see my best bud. We pretended we were involved in illegal activity because we spray painted My bike. I would like to emphasize my because people wanted to tell me not to give up the bike and let it collect dust. Which is stupid, the recession is bad enough. Why waste a perfectly good bike, when someone could be helping our environment by riding the damn thing instead a car. Let me ask people one thing, Do you realize how much money you would save by riding bikes? No bike insurance, no huge ass bill at the mechanic because you only need to replace a certain piece or a tube, only fuel you’ll need is something to feed your damn self with, a bike wash is called a hose, and you aint got to pick up anyone else because only one seat. Also, what real kind of accident can you get in if you are on a bike? You can get away with drinking and driving because they wouldn’t expect that on a bike…. HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD GET KILLED BECAUSE OF YOUR DRINKING AND DRIVING? Simple answer…….1. Of course the one would be yourself, but only if you ride off a cliff or something to that effect…… Back to the story. I learned how grease monkeys feel, well atleast I think I know how they feel. I learned how to actually put tires back on the bike. And successfully smuggled the bike that formerly belonged to me. It was a great day, but it ended in a oh so very sucky way. My bf’s car died on him. Of course I didn’t know this and we were supposed to go look for a new place. I thought he left without me, causing me to be majorly pissed. …… Great…… Another day in the life of the Broke and Pennyless….. Ain’t it grand:-)
Mon
May
4
For the first time in my life, I am bored. I feel like I am in an neverending void filled with boredness. I have like no entusiasm or passion to do anything around my house. I feel stuck or glued in one spot and everyone around me is moving farther and farther away. What do I do? Do I keep trying to coexist with this dullness. I want to do something exciting and get away from the mundane, but I don’t know what to do. I feel trapped in a colorless world and feel like no one is wondering where I have fallen. Or atleast no one has taken the time to search for me. Like how someone says ” I have been wondering how you’ve been” only when you show up for the first time in the long time. I wish someone could show me a sign and I’d take it……